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Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by twistedwhispers, May 25, 2010.

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  1. twistedwhispers

    twistedwhispers Member & Antiquities Friend

    Is there any reason, besides a terminal illness, that you think
    would be okay for someone to commit suicide?

    I am really interested in this question because I have been
    thinking about it a lot.

    I am almost 46 years old. I am not married. Most importantly, I do
    not have kids. I am at the verge of having to file bankruptcy. Is
    it really so bad that I want to end it? Who would I really be hurting?

    To make this even sadder, or more pathetic, is that my parents are
    currently going through bankruptcy. My mom who I love with all my
    heart talks about not wanting to live. Due to reasons that are too
    long for me to go into here.

    I just can't take it much longer. I used to be able to snap out of this
    with a little work. It's horrible. I wish someone would hand me a pill
    that would instantly kill me. I would not hesitate to take it. Yes, I am
    being a wuss & wanting the easy way out.

    I won't do anything...........because I am smart enough to know I would
    f--- it up and not succeed & that is just not an option. Life is hard. Life as
    a vegetable would be impossible.

    Thanks for listening & allowing me to vent.
     
  2. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    I just can't take it much longer. I used to be able to snap out of this
    with a little work. It's horrible. I wish someone would hand me a pill
    that would instantly kill me. I would not hesitate to take it.


    that could've been me saying that so yes I can relate to what you're saying...
    I can hear your pain...
    but in your case you do have parents who would be terribly hurt by your leaving....I'm glad you're thinking of them...
    what we want is for the pain to stop ...
    are you getting professional help? meds, therapist???
    also is your Mum having help??
    I hope you keep reaching out here as we understand your pain....
     
  3. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    Looked at your blog and you are so very talented...maybe that is where your focus can be...big hugs, J
     
  4. Forgotten_Man

    Forgotten_Man Well-Known Member

    Personally I think if you want to die you should be allowed too. That is all I can really say.
     
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