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Discussion in 'I Have a Question...' started by Evil-Lemon, Dec 26, 2008.

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  1. Evil-Lemon

    Evil-Lemon Guest

    How long would it take for the carbon monoxide to kill you
    if you attached <Mod Edit: Methods> I know you would get unconscious at some point but would it definitely kill you if you sat there for hours before someone found you? Would you feel anything from it at all? I think if i took a <Mod Edit: Methods> and drink some alcohol before doing that it would make things easier and faster no? I'm sorry this is such a stupid question but i would really appreciate some answers, thank you
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  2. Summer.Rain

    Summer.Rain Well-Known Member

    why do you want to know?
  3. WillST

    WillST Active Member

    Don't kill yourself please. That is the only answer you will get from us.

    Instead why don't you tell us why you have got to this point?
  4. LenaLunacy

    LenaLunacy Well-Known Member

    We don't discuss methods on this site.
    Why do you feel you have to kill yourself? Instead of doing it come and talk to us. We will do our best to support you.
  5. resistance

    resistance Staff Alumni

    Sorry but discussion of methods isn't allowed so no one will answer your questions, but we'd like to try to help you through this rough time. Please take care of yourself. :hug:
  6. Abacus21

    Abacus21 Staff Alumni

    Hi there, I've edited some of the more graphic elements of your question (eg - methods) out, as it's against the forum guidelines..

    As others have said - d'you want to tell us about what's making you wish to take your own life, at all? :)
  7. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Hi evil_lemon.

    We cannot provide you with methods :hug:

    What has caused you to feel this way?
  8. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    I am sorry to hear that you are in such despair that you are considering ending your life. What has brought you to this point? Why don't you give us a chance to help support you. Maybe our experiences can help you deal with yours. Take care and stay safe. :hug:
  9. Evil-Lemon

    Evil-Lemon Guest

    Hi, im sorry i should have read the rules before posting. There are alot of reasons why im considering ending my life, im a 22 year old guy (loser) with no life and its thanks to my problems. I have really bad social anxiety and am having trouble going outside into public places and such, i can't talk to people even if my life depended on it, i have developed this problem at the age of 13 when i moved to USA from europe. I never had any friends in school, some kids were giving me a hard time year after year so i decided to just drop out. I started working at 16 after i droped out and been doing that same job ever since and i can't stand it, i hate it with a passion to the point where i loose it and just ran away from home for weeks without saying anything to my family. I can't find another job due to me being so damn shy and nervous all the time. I really can't talk to people on the phone, i can't order food, i can't pretty much do anything that involves me talking to people. Some times i get these panic attacks when im in crowded places.
    I've been pretty much reliving the same day over and over for 9 years now, i wake up go to work come home and spend the entire day alone in my room doing nothing, it's been like that for years. I have no friends, no gf, i've never been to a party i never hanged out with anyone, ive never interacted with people. The only girlfriend i have ever had was last year, i met her on the internet, ive been talking to her on the internet for 4 months before finally moving to another state to be with her. It didn't last very long cuz she turned out to be a big liar and other things which i wont mention here, i ended it with her and moved back to NY, i was completely destroyed. She was my first everything. first kiss,sex,holding hands,hug,cuddle everything, It was the best feeling ive ever felt, it was amazing finally experiencing these things that people experience at their teen years. It took me 6 months to get over her.
    I'm depressed everyday, i have no selfesteem, im so self concious, i have anger problems too now. I hate myself, i hate the way i am and the way i think. I tried to change alot of things in my life but i always give up in the middle of it cuz i just know im wasting my time with everything that i do, i know things will never go my way, I'm always so negative about everything and i can't think positive for once no matter how hard i try. I have nothing to motivate me, not a single thing. I tried alcohol and pills to get away from my problems, but i stoped doing all that after i tried to get a cheap high and accidently overdosed on pills. I really developed mental problems but i guess thats what happens to someone when they completely isolate them selfs from the rest of the world and spend their days,years locked in a room no bigger then a damn walking in closet.
    Everything that i mentioned here isn't even half of my life problems, theres so much more which i wont get into. I know suicide is very selfish and not the way to go but i can't help but think about it everyday, i have started saving money for when i do decide to finally go thru with it, my family will have the money to pay for the funeral. I also know there are people with bigger problems then mine but these are my problems that i can't deal with, sorry that this post is so long and for any mispeled words, english is not my first language :(
  10. Mightbehere

    Mightbehere Well-Known Member

    This is a pro-life site its also illegal for us to help you or talk about methods..why dob't you make an account and talk to us more...well try our best to try and talk you out of it...you can't resist our hugs? :) :hug::hug:
  11. camerondavid

    camerondavid Guest

    Sorry, but I'm not gonna tell you. I don't help people kill themselves. Although, I advise that you talk to someone about whatever is making you want to kill yourself.
  12. resistance

    resistance Staff Alumni

    :hug: Well I'd like to start off this post with a few important points. Firstly you're not a loser and none of these problems are your fault. Secondly we should never compare our problems to others and think of ours as less important than the next person. At the end of the day it doesn't matter how small you consider a problem to be, a problem is a problem and if it's bothering you it should be addressed. Thanks for letting us in and telling us what's been causing you to feel this way, it's a good start. :) :hug:

    It must have been difficult moving from Europe to America, moving is typically a difficult task for someone just moving to another city, but you moved to another country where the way of life and the environment is totally different and it was a huge leap for you.

    Do you think all your anxiety problems and lack of friends etc could be due to the bullying in school? It is very possible. It can also be manageable. Can you talk to a doctor? If you don't feel able to talk to the doctor you could write them a note and give it to them. They can perhaps give you some sort of treatment (whether it be some sort of therapy or medication) to help your anxiety and help you lead a more easier life.

    You don't deserve to have no friends. There's SO many sorts of different people out there I am sure there are friends out there just waiting for you! I can be one, if you'd let me. Please feel free to register and if you don't feel comfortable to post on the forum when registered then you're welcome to private message me.

    Do your relatives know about your anxiety problems? Perhaps look into your local services and see about what social events are going on, and take a relative with you? You mentioned you ran away from home, may I ask what bought you to that?

    Here if you want to talk anymore, please take care. :hug: x
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