I'm sorry that you think I am not shit, I feel even worse about being such a crap when somebody says I am not because I feel like I am letting people down, but I am, you don't know ok? I am, and no I am not like everyone here, I am a shit that shouldn't walk the earth, and yet I am not willing to fix that. I'm sorry, I know I should be thankful that you said I am not shit and boring but I am and I feel even worse when someone says I am not, because I know how not true that is.