Hey everyone. I posted something a while ago about how I thought that maybe I could have been sexually abused as a child. There were no memories though so I was just wanting some feedback. I told my therapist what I thought and she said that a year ago she had the feeling that something did happen to me but she didn't say anything because she didn't want to put an idea in my head if nothing had happened. I told her how I've been feeling and what I've been thinking and she said I have basically every sign of being sexually abused when I was little. So I decided to just flat out ask my mom. She immediatly denied it and said that I was never left alone with anyone. That I was never left alone with an uncle. Then she paused for a minute. Then she told me I was never left alone with my grandpa (he is my main suspect) then she went on a long lecture about how she always watched me and kept me safe and told me those things could happen. I know it happened to her and she very clearly has not dealth with it. I don't have specific memories but I had this weird, almost flashback of someone rubbing my legs. My entire family sees me as the person who always plays the victim card (not true) and I really don't want to. I feel like I may have repressed memories and I already know I block out bad memories. (My mom is emotionally abusive and I don't remember most of the things she said to me) I really feel like something happened to me, I just don't know what or by whom, and its making me feel like I'm crazy. Has anyone else been through anything like this?