Hi Everyone, I am questioning the point of trying to stay away from cutting. I know its bad for me, Not a healthy way to cope and all of that. I know that and I don't seem to mind I guess. I think I deserve to be in pain for the rest of my life, I deserve no friends, no relationships. If I am alone for the rest of my life. I guess that's another pain I will have to deal with but cutting is something that I know gives me relief its makes me feel like I am okay. Like my life is not falling down around me. I don't care anymore. I need this to stop. I can't keep feeling like this and hope it will stop I need to know that it WILL stop because believe or not I am human and I can't deal with pain. Please Help?? I'm sorry for posting again! :apologetic: I am sorry. You don't have to respond if you don't want too.