Is it worth continuing when you know nothing will ever change? Nothing has changed for the last 16+ years, why would it change in the future? Why continue on with life in depression? Why continue, just so others won't be sad because you are not dead? How long can you continue before it is not worth the depression you suffer for the happiness you desire, that you know will never come to you? When the only thing that always gave you hope, a reason to continue and then it suddenly doesn't, what do you do next, what can you do next? When you tried everything that you are capable of to find the happiness you want and nothing works, what else can you do? What is your limit, before you say, no more of this, it is not worth it? Is the happiness you seek worth the depression you have? Why do you want this happiness, when you know it is not achievable? Questions I ask myself all the time.