Questions I ask myself... Why? Why do I have to do this? Why can't I resist the urges? Why can't I be strong? Why can't I be "normal"? Why did all of this happen? What? What did I do to deserve all of this? What is expected of me anymore? What will become of me? What more can I do? What is the purpose of my existance? Who? Who is to blame for all of this? Who will be there for me now? Who else have I disappointed? Who, if anyone, can begin to understand the pain and suffering? Who will listen and not judge? When? When will it all end? When will things get better for me? When will I successful? When will my parents realize what I'm going through? When, if ever, will I be able to get help? Where? Where do I begin? Where will my life end up? Where can I go for support? Where do I find another trustworthy person? Where can I be myself?