hi, ive been having suicidal feelings for a loooooong ass time, and after 2 failed atttempts, i think im going to try again real soon. but this time, i consulted the bible, and read it...(btw im baptist christian) if I commited suicide, do you think that god can forgive me?? i dont know about you, but i love god, but i fuckign hate my life. im 13, and peopel always tell me, your just a little kid youll get over it. my parents are dumbasses and say stop being an attention whore, and they dont take me seriously. but i really have these feelings... i just dont wanna piss off god you know? what do you think god has in store for people who commit suicide? if the bible is right, im going to hell anyways for my sins (swearing, drinking, porno, sex b4 marriage, steling) but yeah... anybody wanna chime in? im going to commit suicide most def, but i just need to know more about the spiritual part of this...ive only been to church a couple of times, i dont knwo alot about god and stuff.