Hey all, I'm littleshadow. I am 24, a multiple survivor and a sometimes struggler, trudging on. It has been 4 months since my last attempt and 3 weeks since my last bout of self-harm. I think this is the longest I have gone in about a year without hurting myself and I'm feeling very proud. I joined this site so when the wolves start howling at my door again, I have people who know what it sounds like. This is my first time trying out a support forum, so I'm excited and anxious all at once.