I'm not depressed, I don't have symptoms like; -Being unable to gain pleasure from activities that normally would be pleasurable. -Feeling tired all of the time and having no energy. -Change in appetite. -Finding it difficult to concentrate. -Losing self-confidence. -Finding it harder than usual to make decisions. -Feeling hopeless.......and so on. Even though I don't have depression, I've still decided to take my life. I've had suicidal feelings for over 10 yrs now (I'm only 22). My reasons are not because of a medical condition, but because I've consciously chosen to die. I have always been paralisingly shy when it comes to other people so I have no friends (It's also the same reason I can't keep a job), I also have learning difficulties which makes learning, even the most basic thing, a nightmare. And I won't even bore you about my self-image. Anyway, just out of my curiosity about the people on here with me.........How many of you WANT to die? And how many of you having suicidal feelings but are doing everything you can to fight them?