IZ,
I just did a similar thing a few weeks ago - a significant job as a State Patrol Trooper. I can't tell you how hard I worked to get that job - but I did it for somebody else. When I quit the job, after trying to tell her for a year, she filed for divorce. I lost everything I knew. I'm here. Only a month later and beginning to put the pieces back together.
This joint helped me more than I can say.
Give us a shot. Talk to us.
Ron