She's gone. She fought so hard but today her battle ended. Her breast cancer had spread to almost every part of her body. My God hun, I'm already so lost knowing NO MORE YOU!!!! Please please fogive me. You know I respect and love you so much but she wont let me attend the funeral. No final chance to say good bye. Oh hun I miss you so much already. How wonderful when the boys were told tonight, a shooting star was wandering past and the one said, there's mommy on her way to Heaven. Rest in the peace you so rightfully deserve my dearest Rachel. God I'm just lost hun. Love you!!!!