I am going insane my mind is Raging!!!!!!!! Frustration!!!!!!!! I am angry I just want to destroy annihilate everything in site, but I cant it is not mine, I am broke cant replace it, I cant be rude, I have to keep it in a neat little box cant be selfish .My Insides feel like they are being ripped and torn to shredded on the outside it is prefect no one knows they cant know I am out of control .Have no reason to stay except the guilt of others. Rivers of emotion run down my face as I hide in the shadows trying to control my rage, hopelessness floods me and for a split second I stair at the abyss one step.I sit in the corner my body shaking with a torrents of emotion my mind trying to reason, my heart bleeding. How do I escape how do I survive Why?