Trigger!!!! It's something coming back from my past and the hardest part is not being able to release the rage. I have no idea how to deal with it. I feel trapped in a cage. I'd rip myself apart to get out of this or anyone who pushes one step too far. But then I know who my friends are and who cares about me. Now I can think of pain and blood as my own release. Causing myself pain and watching my blood drip that is.