What is it Suicide Forum. What is it. What could happen to me. I'm feeling on top of the world. Finding it impossible to feel sad for long periods of time. And then I have a bad day. I feel like shit. Depressed. How could I fall so hard? All my attempts at happiness are crushed. It's time for me to leave soon. Just thinking about how great nothingness will be. No more worries, insecurities. And nobody will really care. Nobody notices a GOD DAMNED thing. I could walk into school on monday, with a pipe shirt showing all my bruises, burns, scars, and scabbed cuts, getting angry at my friends, and they wouldn't give a fuck. They wouldn't call or text. Even if they did, they wouldn't hold a conversation with me. So really, when it comes to my death, nobody will give a fuck for too long. Maybe a week or two, but the pain fades. It's high school. 4 years of your life. You'll just be the kid that never made it. So many reasons I can't explain. I can't think clearly. Everything is loud, buzzing, foggy, misty. I wish I could stay. But this is simply inevitable.