Do you ever just feel completely invisible, like you could run away and nobody would actually notice?
You ask me why I'm so angry ? The truth is , when you feel sad for so long , it eventually angers you .Do you ever feel like life just isn’t for you? How am I suppose to get passed all this. Somedays it’s easy, but other days I just everything to stop and let me breath and be in peace.
what’s more selfish
committing suicide or forcing someone to stay in a world where they are so unhappy?
i think I really messed up.
Recovery feels strange because for so long you got used to the loudness. The presence of the intense pain was almost something you could rely on to be there when everything else was so uncertain. The pain was in itself a coping mechanism. Do this so you don't have to deal with that. Everyone always says it gets better. But the truth is sometimes your situation doesn't change, you do. And so when the pain begins to ease there's a quiet that is so difficult to become accustomed to. And yet you know this is what you need, it is what you must try and fall in love with to replace your mind's attraction to destruction. You must come round to the fact that life is at times mind numbingly boring, it is at times exhilarating and yet you must keep faith that one day life will be more appealing than illness.
You ask me why I'm so angry ? The truth is , when you feel sad for so long , it eventually angers you .Do you ever feel like life just isn’t for you? How am I suppose to get passed all this. Somedays it’s easy, but other days I just everything to stop and let me breath and be in peace.
what’s more selfish
committing suicide or forcing someone to stay in a world where they are so unhappy?
i think I really messed up.
Recovery feels strange because for so long you got used to the loudness. The presence of the intense pain was almost something you could rely on to be there when everything else was so uncertain. The pain was in itself a coping mechanism. Do this so you don't have to deal with that. Everyone always says it gets better. But the truth is sometimes your situation doesn't change, you do. And so when the pain begins to ease there's a quiet that is so difficult to become accustomed to. And yet you know this is what you need, it is what you must try and fall in love with to replace your mind's attraction to destruction. You must come round to the fact that life is at times mind numbingly boring, it is at times exhilarating and yet you must keep faith that one day life will be more appealing than illness.