There are people on the planet who are welcome wherever they go; and others whenever they go. I am neither of those. Apparently I am rude, and am far too direct for the likes of others. Yet, it seems to be alright for others to be rude, to say things, to be mean etc... It's just not O.K. for me to do it. That's my rant. My rant is never being able to fit in anywhere, or truly be welcome. Other people can find acceptance; they can find it. I cannot. There are jerks, pigs, and sick individuals who are able to find partners, friends, companions...and the likes. Imagine for an instance, pedophiles whose wives/husbands remain married to them even after learning it. So even someone of that nature can find someone who will accept them and be with them. Cheaters too, can find people who will be alright with their past or their even current straying behavior. Criminals can find friends, buddies, life partners even. It just seems that I look and see people pairing up, whether in intimate relationships, friendships, platonic ventures etc.... So even the scum of the earth can find a way to fit in or be accepted. But I feel I am the exception; yet I don't feel like I go out of my way to be that either. It's sad that this has to be the case for me.