You don't wanna hurt me eh? look what your doing. Look how much your hurting me, you know its hurting me and yet you still do it. You said you didn't wanna put me through what you went through. Your doing it now. I can't sit back and watch you do this to yourself. I can't. It's hurting too damn much. It's killing me. I stopped for you. So the cutting and the pills. You think you can live the rest of your live doped up of other peoples pills? think they make you 'happy'. Thats no life. I've been there with the pills. I was so addicted to pain killers that if i didn't take anyone when i needed them i began shacking. You wanna end up like that. Living the rest of your life depending on a pill that is even prescribed for you. What happens when your so off your face that you can't help your Nan. What happens if she needs you in the night and you've taken so many pills that you can't do jack shit for her. What happens then? You even stop to think about that?? because right now i don't think you did. Can't lie to me eh?? seem to have done a pretty good job when i asked you what you'd done and you'd promised me that you hadn't when you knew full well that you had. Pretty easy for you to lie to me, right? What else you gonna lie about?? thought you was always gonna be honest with me ............ not doing a very good job of it are ya. How can you sit there and tell me you didn't take any thing, then promise me you didn't take anything and then 20 minutes later turn around and say 'see i can't lie to you' after telling me you had taken some when i asked you. Seems your doing a very good job at hurting me by telling lies. But hey what does that matter. Since when did anything i felt matter.