You know im so pissed off right now its fucking unreal. I hate how things turn out sometimes and I hate how some people seem to not realise how SOMETIMES there not the only person whos struggling or having a bad time or w.e. I wish I could be there for you 10000% everytime to help you support you or w.e you need. BUT seriously im not always so fucking strong myself! Sometime IM the person who needs to be picked up or looked after. How on earth can you throw our whole freindship away because I couldnt be there for you when you needed me the most? Because to be frank I WAS fucking stuggling so bad the exact same time as you!!! I just dont know what to say or do anymore... It just feel like such a fucking let down. Like I dont already feel SHIT enough knowing I couldnt help you... you just completly fucking ignore me like im nothing... like im not even a piece of shit on your shoe! OMG im so fucking angry Fuck this im going to get fucking DRUNK!.