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A fair few of you are going to know who i am by the end of this post... but oh well I guess
Why cant you just pretend to care? you dont know jackshit about me anymore. who have you become? you've become soulless... reckless... and it shows. Badly. I guess your true colours finally show... after all these years. or well maybe not all these years. it always had showed i guess... i was just too blind to see it.
its only going around in circles... and yet i cant tell you that. or well i can, but it means i voluntarily drag myself into it all again - which is what i'd promised to myself i wouldnt do. If I tell mum that its going absolutely nowhere with the both of you at each others throats, she tells me to tell you that... but when i do, you tell me to tell her. I mean, if i even DO tell one or the other you'll just say to say it to the other person and here we go again.
I'm the go between... but i'm smarter than that now, or at least i hope so. i'm not quite the innocent and naive girl of four years ago, I'm not a pawn to be manipulated and used for your benefit by you. And yet i still know that if nothing happens this will just blow over and so the circle starts over again.... it never ends.
Or will it instead not blow over? You say that youre thinking of divorcing him as you usually do but its probably just talk. you say that if you divorce him it'd complicate things and yet you still talk about it all the time like you're serious. You tell me how pissed you are at him and at the whole situation and how you're sick and tired of being the one to forgive him all the time, but then you tell me right after that that you're not gonna drag me into all this again.
You say that you regret that you did when i was younger and that you're not gonna do that anymore - and yet you still do. you dont tell me outright anymore, to go and talk to him or else you're gonna walk out on me, but instead that its my choice and that I should do what i think is right if i want this circle to end. its basically the same thing.. you may as well tell me that i should go and talk to him, coz thats what you're trying to say... hypocrite.
its basically the same thing.. you may as well tell me that i should go and talk to him, coz thats what you're trying to say.
oh i wish that i could say this to your faces one day, mother and father dear, you would never see it coming. if only if only...
Why cant you just pretend to care? you dont know jackshit about me anymore. who have you become? you've become soulless... reckless... and it shows. Badly. I guess your true colours finally show... after all these years. or well maybe not all these years. it always had showed i guess... i was just too blind to see it.
its only going around in circles... and yet i cant tell you that. or well i can, but it means i voluntarily drag myself into it all again - which is what i'd promised to myself i wouldnt do. If I tell mum that its going absolutely nowhere with the both of you at each others throats, she tells me to tell you that... but when i do, you tell me to tell her. I mean, if i even DO tell one or the other you'll just say to say it to the other person and here we go again.
I'm the go between... but i'm smarter than that now, or at least i hope so. i'm not quite the innocent and naive girl of four years ago, I'm not a pawn to be manipulated and used for your benefit by you. And yet i still know that if nothing happens this will just blow over and so the circle starts over again.... it never ends.
Or will it instead not blow over? You say that youre thinking of divorcing him as you usually do but its probably just talk. you say that if you divorce him it'd complicate things and yet you still talk about it all the time like you're serious. You tell me how pissed you are at him and at the whole situation and how you're sick and tired of being the one to forgive him all the time, but then you tell me right after that that you're not gonna drag me into all this again.
You say that you regret that you did when i was younger and that you're not gonna do that anymore - and yet you still do. you dont tell me outright anymore, to go and talk to him or else you're gonna walk out on me, but instead that its my choice and that I should do what i think is right if i want this circle to end. its basically the same thing.. you may as well tell me that i should go and talk to him, coz thats what you're trying to say... hypocrite.
its basically the same thing.. you may as well tell me that i should go and talk to him, coz thats what you're trying to say.
oh i wish that i could say this to your faces one day, mother and father dear, you would never see it coming. if only if only...
