Sf is crap. It is so stupid that posts cannot be deleted. I am sick of everyone fucking me around. One mod says one things and another one says something else. Well fuck that. I want 2b washed clean. All I wanted was a place to go and vent. Now I cannot even do that. I am selfish. I wanted to kill myself last night and after talking with a friend today I realised I never once thought about who it would affect, I just wanted to die, and I forgot the world. I layed with the gun, I looked down the barrel, and thought how easy it would be to end everything. Why didn't I just do it right there and then, why am i so weak?!?!?!??