Okay, so I stayed with one of my close friends for a week as a test run for me moving in with her to sort out both of our housing issues. She turned around to be today and stated that she didn’t believe I was trans*, she thinks I am too feminine to be a man. She thinks that this is all some major side effect of another mental illness, and suggested that I may have borderline personality disorder. I’m like what the fuck, I know what I want and who I am. She was so supportive when I came out as trans* and is now throwing it all back in my face. This has made me really pissed off and is making me want to prove myself to her, which I know I don’t need to do, the only persons opinion that matters is mine but I’m finding it so fucking hard to get her words out of my mind. Her telling me all of this has made my dysphoria so bad it’s unreal. she has even resorted to using female pronouns again it’s all she and her; she was calling me Samuel but is now just calling me Sam as a way of proving that she isn’t accepting me anymore. Who knew a few words could effect a person so bad.