How someone could make something as special as giving birth to a new life, but end up raping their own son or daughter? Why do rape victim feel guilty, I don't understand. I was bully for most of my life, It affected me deeply, but not in any sort of direct way. I'm not sure if rape is like being bully, I got beat on pretty bad, even got my nose broke, and always hated life and still do. It has effect my self-esteem, confidence, and who know what else, but it indirectly affecting me. I do know that there is no telling what I would do if I ever meet any of my past bullies, gods know there shall be no highway to hell that has a much stronger wrath then my own redemption without mercy. But I don't feel guilty, I don't feel ashame, don't get me wrong, my life is useless now, I'm pretty much useless, I'm all used up, can't do anything right, no one want me. End up all alone just like what I predicted from the very beginning, but I am not afraid anymore. In a way it has empower me, no one dare to mess with me, I work out, am pretty strong, help me through life. I was hoping maybe rape victim would let me know what it is like to be rape. Bullying has cost me my life :dry:, I just can' t understand at this point. If it just sex, then people do it daily, but I see girls get all bruise up an stuff and sex (not sure if I can say the S word?) can be rough but not that rough. Rape is wrong either way, and so is bullying, both should be in jail by now, but few get caught and bully is consider crimeless even though it affect your emotional state damage unseen years from now.