I was raped when I was 12. Now I'm 14 and have managed to build something up with another guy again. But to tell you the truth, I'm scared as hell. He wants to sleep with me, while I cannot even imagen myself in bed with a man ever again. I feel really bummed, if I don't do it, I'll probably loose him. And if I do, well, nothing bad happens. The only problem is I just can't. Does anybody has an idea about how I can get rid of my fears for man and/or sleeping with them?