Why don't you reach out...I know it can b fearful...I consume myself in fears so if you ever want to reach out please feel free to PM me...even tho I am guilty of it...it saddens me to think of someone suffering silently..
Jeez, I'm worried about Lantern being at Less than lowest rating. Let's hope that he/she calls the Crisis line right away.
As for myself, I'm fortunately at 4 .0. Never been a perfect 5.0 yet or even a 4.5. But 4.0 is pretty good, don't you think so?