hi and altho i dont know you, welcome back, i am sure nothing has changed since your last visit, everyone seems nice and supportative and i guess that is what brought you back.
i can half relate to childhood stuff resurfacing so long after...i am therapy for something else, and wham! it unearthed something i would have rather stayed buried and it can interfere with healing. as it is a new memory you try not to acknowledge it as real and maybe this is why at the moment its hard for you to cope as you have not yet acknowledged it as a reality, and having a falling out with you bro is just another issue to upset you. stick with the therapy, in time you will know when it feels right to open up. i think many here doesnt tell therapist how they truly feel, its hard to hand your heart and soul to a stranger. maybe keep a diary of how you feel day to day and take it to each session and let therapist read it, that way you dont have to say anything.
hope we can help you to stay here :hug: