I feel numb. Nothing feels exciting to me anymore. I have money & security but what I am severely lacking in is self confidence and looks & this is preventing me from finding a GF. I am lonely. Every year I lose more hair. Gain more Wrinkles. I feel like life is passing me by. Getting rejected after a few dates by women I fall for. How can it get better? Recently I tried improving my scalp's appearance by undergoing a procedure called Micro Scalp Pigmentation. That procedure was botched and now I look even more ridiculous. Life is cruel.