I am so sick of my life, it is nothing but a vicious cycle of pain and misery. Actually its more like a black hole everytime I try and escape I get dragged back in deeper and further! All I feel is pain. I cant do this anymore. Everyday I find myself <mod edit - methods> to end it all! I am ready to be free! There's no place in this world for me I am nothing but a waste of time space and energy! I should do the world a favour and end my life right now!! I just want to be free.