Ready to end it

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by noone101, May 18, 2015.

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  1. noone101

    noone101 New Member

    This is my last hope I do not want to go to a hospital and if I call the crisis line that is where I will end up but I am at my breaking point. I have had a life of abuse and pain and can't take it anymore
     
    noone101, May 18, 2015
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  2. Freya

    Freya Loves SF Staff Member ADMIN SF Author

    Welcome to SF :hug: what has brought you to breaking point. Talk to us and tell us a bit more about your situation.
     
    Freya, May 18, 2015
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  3. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Hi and welcome to the forum. Do you want to tell us more about your situation and what you are going through? Have you been to the hospital before, a bad experience? If not, they are not as bad as they are made out to be. Keep talking to us here, you could also email the samaritans.
     
    Petal, May 18, 2015
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  4. AAA3330

    AAA3330 Well-Known Member

    I'm sorry that you are feeling down. I've never called a crisis line and never will because I'm sure that they would send the cops to my house and they would take me to the hospital. I've been to the hospital. It's never helped me.
     
    AAA3330, May 18, 2015
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  5. noone101

    noone101 New Member

    I have been sexualy assaulted in 2 different hospitals I have been in the hospital earlier this year and was sexualy assaulted there they also did not help I have endured every form of abuse including rape and having my mother try to kill me everyday is a day of flashbacks and nightmares I am not eating or sleeping U just can't take it anymore
     
    noone101, May 18, 2015
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  6. AAA3330

    AAA3330 Well-Known Member

    I'm sorry that you've had to endure all of that.
     
    AAA3330, May 18, 2015
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  7. noone101

    noone101 New Member

    Thanks AAA and everyone I have to go though
     
    noone101, May 18, 2015
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  8. Zaheer

    Zaheer Account Closed

    take care noone101
     
    Zaheer, May 18, 2015
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  9. 21yearsgone

    21yearsgone Member

    noone101 I am very sorry to hear that... But maybe you have someone who is close to you and can help? As you have such traumatic experiences connected with hospitals I think you really should try something different... maybe a specialist
     
    21yearsgone, May 24, 2015
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  10. GreySilence

    GreySilence Well-Known Member

    Damn, that's really terrible- to be sexually abused in hospitals of all places. What kind of demons would pick on the ill?

    You deserve your shot at happiness, and you shouldn't let these awful people be the ones to drive you to death- to take that chance away from you. If your mother is trying to kill you, cut her out of your life. When possible, move out. If you cannot live on your own yet due to lack of funds, try your best to endure it and save up for the time being. You'll get away from all the abuse someday, and you might find yourself living a life of happiness. If you have friends, you could consider being roommates with them and splitting the cost for rent.

    It might help to hear your whole story though, it is hard to give good advice with so little to go off of.
     
    GreySilence, May 24, 2015
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