fuck this of life. ppl fucking suck. talk shit and then push buttons. just to see if they can get a rise. they just don't know who their fucking with. i really just don't care. a couple ppl were talking at work and they came up with the subject of suicide and how ppl who kill themselves are weak and cowards. the ones that don't succeed are scared to die and are jsut crying for help. that hit a nerve with me today. then my roommate says something friday about being ready to die. i'm jsut tired of all the shit, drama, voices, if i could crawl into a hole and be alone i'd be ok for a minute. i don't like much at the moment. jsut fed up and i am ready to give up on this shit. why go on. who cares. this shit is driving me fucking bonkers. not liking it at all. ppl suck. fuck it. who cares. i don't why i am posting this cuz all it's doing is making me more frustrated and depressed. wy should i even try anymore. just want to give up and quit.