Ive gotten depressed in the past, but, not like this. I took one of those depression tests and scored a 90 severe depression. I use to self injure but never thought of the end. Plans never use to enter my mind. I feel like my back is against the wall. Its getting very difficult to fight the urges. My family doesnt even know. They have no idea. Life has to be better after. All i want to do is sit and cry. But there are no more tears.