Real or my imagination?

[Scarred-angel]

I'm paranoid about everything, I sometimes believe that everyone is privvy to this incredible secret and I can't know, I don't trust my parents with anything, I barely trust my girlfriend, I can't stand my friends and I extremely dislike most people despite that fact that most people I meet tend to get on well with me, I sometimes feel more powerful than god and suddenly lower than Worm, do I have somekind of personality disorder or am I just a being a little over sensitive?
I really can't tell anymore, I can't talk to anyone I know, I've tried and find it easier to talk to lucy(Whose closer to me than anyone) but only when she's asleep and even then my own mind just keeps screaming at me that I can't trust her and she's laughing at me, even as I type this insane paranoia is everywhere.
:unsure: :sad:
What's wrong with me?

 

[ArborrealAwful]

We're like peas in a pod, you and I.

 

[Pad]

I'm exactly the same, paranoid about what everyone else thinks. I don't trust my gf either, i can't help but think she is laughing at me, but with everyone like her sister or friends. Kind of that i'm just a joke that she enjoys from time to time. I don't know what to suggest, I just try to ignore it and kind of go with the joke. I sometimes think im even laughing at myself

 

[Stranger1]

Sounds like alot of paranoia, and possibly personality disorder. You really need to see a shrink to get a correct diagnosis. Or maybe a therapist..

 

[jameslyons]

It's best to just talk to a shrink. The majority of people are far too self-centered to be that interested in you, I assure you. In this case, take comfort in society's narcissistic overtones :laugh:.

Paranoia is going to destroy your life. It's a terrible burden to carry on, and it alienates a lot of good relationships in your life. It's not normal to feel stronger than God; an odd thing to compare yourself to anyhow.