Hi OK, so before I tell you what my issue is, let me give you a bit of background. I'm 25 and have BPD. I had a psychotic episode about 12 months ago where I was convinced that there were people living in my walls. For the last month or so, I've been convinced that there are some people trying to hurt me. It all started one night while I was watching TV. White noise kept flashing, and I could hear this evil, sinister laugh. There was a storm at the time, so I put it down to bad reception, but it keeps happening. I can't use the search engine online because instead of listing various websites, it comes up with stuff like "we're watching you" and other threatening type messages. When I'm in bed, I can hear a male voice outside my window, but I can;t understand what he's saying. There always seem to be strange cars driving up and down my street. A couple of nights ago when I was in bed, I thought I saw a figure walk past my bedroom door. I put it down to lack of sleep, and closed my eyes. Some time later, I felt someone put something over my face and a needle in my arm, then there was this burning sensation, like when you brand cattle. That's all I remember. I woke up a couple of hours later, with no marks on my arm. I'm sooo scared, too scared to sleep, or even turn the light on. I'm eating caffeine pills like lollies. I don't know what to do I'm at the end of my rope.