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  1. dying_inside

    dying_inside Well-Known Member

    losing my identity and the touch with the real world, i wonder if i really exist and if my pain is real.
    can anyone hear me? can anyone see me?
    im losing my mind.
     
  2. the masked depressant

    the masked depressant Well-Known Member

    yes, we can hear you

    what you're feeling is real

    hang in there
     
  3. dying_inside

    dying_inside Well-Known Member

    Thank you masked depressant.

    i am hurting so much, so much but cant say why.
     
  4. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    Just want you to know we're listening, here if you want to talk.
     
  5. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    why can't you say why? we hear you and we're here for when you're ready to talk x
     
  6. dying_inside

    dying_inside Well-Known Member

    it is hard for me to say why i want to die, to detect the problem, the reason i want to kill myself...

    the point is...

    even though i have people who care for me, i feel so so alone

    even though i am physically healthy, i spend most of the day in bed

    even though my life could be considered a success, i only see failure

    even though i could be considered cute i dress myself to be invisible

    even though i could live and have a life, i only want to die.

    why?

    and what is real? what i see of myself or what others see?

    who is the real me?

    what is the real problem? why do i want to kill myself? and is it real too?
     
  7. dying_inside

    dying_inside Well-Known Member

    i am real

    i exist

    i am hurting

    i want to die

    but i dont have access to the pills anymore

    how can i live? how can i cope? how can i survive my mind screaming to end it all?
     
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