Hi all, After three good attempts, and making huge changes in my life, I thought I was through it. But noooooo...... I don't think anything I do will ever really change how I feel about myself, and I have had to change the whole way I think about suicide, and life, and death. But at least I can reach out and say hi to others who feel similarly, the most valuable lesson I have learned so far is that I really cannot do it myself, none of us can. So here I am, Hi!