I'm not sure which forum is the right one for this. Sorry if its in the wrong place.
Sunday Night I decided to break all communication with everyone I know, I've ignored my mobile phone, the house phone hasn't rung so I've proven that my death wouldn't effect anyone. I watched a program on the effect suicidal leaves on parents, family, friends...one women still mourns her sons suicidal after 22 years, she keeps he's letters, she still has he clothes..something that was said, was that he wrote a suicidal note and didn't reach out to any of he's family therefor he wanted to die, he made a choice to die and the mother has to make a choice to live her life, she still has memories and nothing will take those away.
That got me thinking, I've already done letters I don't want their lives stop to because my life has stopped and ended. I've proven that for days I can disappear in a world without any human contact (in "real time"). I knew my life wasn't worth anything, and this has proven just how much worth I have in the world. I'm just a nothing. I'm a no one in noone life.
Can I just say thank you to thoughs that I have helped me, I won't go into names but hopefully you know who you are. Everyday I tried to find something to say life really is worth living for, but there's nothing.
goodbye all. take care of yourselves and each other.
Lost xxxxx (never to be found)
Sunday Night I decided to break all communication with everyone I know, I've ignored my mobile phone, the house phone hasn't rung so I've proven that my death wouldn't effect anyone. I watched a program on the effect suicidal leaves on parents, family, friends...one women still mourns her sons suicidal after 22 years, she keeps he's letters, she still has he clothes..something that was said, was that he wrote a suicidal note and didn't reach out to any of he's family therefor he wanted to die, he made a choice to die and the mother has to make a choice to live her life, she still has memories and nothing will take those away.
That got me thinking, I've already done letters I don't want their lives stop to because my life has stopped and ended. I've proven that for days I can disappear in a world without any human contact (in "real time"). I knew my life wasn't worth anything, and this has proven just how much worth I have in the world. I'm just a nothing. I'm a no one in noone life.
Can I just say thank you to thoughs that I have helped me, I won't go into names but hopefully you know who you are. Everyday I tried to find something to say life really is worth living for, but there's nothing.
goodbye all. take care of yourselves and each other.
Lost xxxxx (never to be found)