Last night my fiance reminded me that he is only down here now for another week or so. Then when he goes home my parents are going on holiday. I am not ready to be alone. I feel awful. I have made a lot of his time here hell. I have not really been interested in the bedroom either. Maybe he has been babysitting me. I am a useless fiancee. Useless and selfish. I do not deserve him. I think I now know what needs to be done in my week alone.