I don't think I'm depressed as much as being resigned to the fact I'm really bored of everything in life and can't be bothered anymore. In contrast to those who feel at the end of their tether about things, be that about love, money, job etc I'm really fortunate. Even in the last year I've done more things than most people will in 10 lifetimes, travelled the world numerous times, experienced once-in-a-lifetime opportunities and made a success of the biggest thing I have ever set out to achieve. But now what? I've done that, I'm over it all. I have the life that every single person I know would swap theirs for, yet I just want to put a stop to the ride. The thought of living for another 50 years doesn't fill me with any enthusiasm, instead I look about and think 'I can't be fucked doing all this for that long'. - That's not to say the people around me are shit, quite the opposite. It's just the effort involved to stay interested drains me. I feel like I've done everything I'd ever want to achieve already, why drag it out much longer?