I don't have anything in this world, is there really any reason why I should go on??? I have very few friends, suck at socializing. The few friends that I do have don't give a shit. The girl that I love could care less about me. I'm most likely gonna be single the rest of my life, I'm 18 and never even kissed a girl before. I have really deep depression, I'm in pain almost all the time. I'm most likely not going to be able to finish college and end up as a bumb on the street. Wtf is the point of fucking living??? OMG, I just wanna die so dam bad right now. I just wish there was some easy way out of this life, like a button I could just press to end it all. As of right now, it doesn't seem like I can end it.....for the time being, I'm stuck here. Fuck life, fuck everything. Fuck loving someone to death when they don't give 2 shits wether I'm alive or dead. Why always me??? I'm always the guy whose there for people, and loves them like a true friend should, why do I always have to be the guy who doesn't matter??? The guy who people always turn there back on??? Wat reason do I have to keep living??? No one fuckin wants me here, they're all gonna be so happy when I'm gone....hopefully I can find a way to end it so I can be happy to. Yea I know all of you are gonna tell me how much you care about me....while I appreciate the kind gestures, it really doesn't mean anything because none of you know anything about me.