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Really need someone...

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Soldier83, Jun 1, 2012.

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  1. Soldier83

    Soldier83 Well-Known Member

    Click...Click Boom, bullet in the brain pan ...squish. Thats a line from the movie Serenity. Its stuck in my head. I have a migraine today, it just makes everything so much harder. I need cook diner for my son, but the smell of food is making me nauseated. Jesus all I want to do is fill out these job applications, and take a nap.
     
  2. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    I get migraines, so I know some of what you're going through. Here if you need anything.
     
  3. Soldier83

    Soldier83 Well-Known Member

    I'm really starting to think that I'm a terrible burden on my family. I found out that if I died my wife would get more in social care in one month that I make in three. I am not a good father, I am not a good person. I should have done it a long time ago, why am I such a coward?
     
  4. Sea Sparkles

    Sea Sparkles Well-Known Member

    What about your son, who would grow up without a father??? IMO being their for him as a father figure will help him a bit more in life then being there 100% financially. Yes, money is important, but it's not THAT important.

    Make something light for him... some grilled cheese and soup or something!!
    Try putting a cold rag over your head!!! - Relax, things will be OKAY.

    :hug:
     
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