Hi all, Really on edge at the moment and really need some advice. I really want to do it. Really bad. Like some kind of magnetic force pushing me to it or, more so, voices yelling at me. But of course at the same time I want to make it stop. I would really, really want help to stop this. Basically, I see it as I have a life threatening medical condition. I need help and I want to go to some place like a hospital and receive help or at least some kind of assurance but the thing is a place like that does not exist. Some may know what I went through last time I went to hospital and I dont want to repeat the torture and humiliation of that again. I wish so dearly that there was somewhere I could go to and 'heal' for a day and just try and get better. Please, does anyone know where I can go or who I can talk to in Brisbane, Australia? I tried Lifeline but they call the police on you if you mention suicide and you go to the hospital in the end.