I have been on an up spiral for so long. For the past weeks or so al I have done is feel euphoric, on an up, full of energy, starting several projects but also irritable and agitated at times. All I have done for the past couple of days is sing, dance constantly non stop. Yesterday I felt a little lower as I was agitated and irritated as I kept starting things and not finishing them and was restless but I took some me time and felt a little better. Today I have been even more energetic but I also feel dangerous. I'm not gonna call crisis or go to a&e or anything like that because i dont feel i nedd to. I have taken my seroquel in the hopes to wear me out and sleep but have voices breaking out this evening first time in a longlong time. guess i am jsut looking for someone to talk to this mood scares me far more than any of my low crisis points because then i am in control but i dont really feel in control tonight. sorry for the ramble i have 1000000001 thoughts racing and coliding in my brain