Hi all. I'm a newbie to this site. Wish I wasn't here. But glad the site is available. I got laid off in July. Still can't find work. But looking diligently. Unemployment will soon run out. Unless Feds develop a heart and renew them. I'm 61 years old. I've had a number of interviews, but believe when they see how old I am, the lose interest. Old people just are not wanted. Never married, no pension, always done clerical work. Translation = no money. I am afraid. I am angry. At the world and at myself. I should have done better. Yes, I think of ending it all. Every day I think of it. The future just looks horrible. When it gets really bad, I make sure to get off my butt and do something. I know I really don't want to die. Thanks for listening.