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Really struggling

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by hopeless13, Nov 5, 2011.

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  1. hopeless13

    hopeless13 Well-Known Member

    I have been in the hosptials now since the end of may with the exception of a few weekends , when on those leaves I overdozed and ended up in ICU a few times. I am really struggling today. I am climbing the walls. I ran away but security got me. was going to hitch hike home and hit the pills again.
    I am on lockdown even tighter now. How I am going to survive I do not know.
    I feel like just ending it here , right now.
  2. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    :hug: The staff and security are only there to help you, remember that. You escaping will only lead to the police searching for you and another possible stay in ICU, its not worth it, bide your time in the psychiatric ward, it will be worth it in the end, meanwhile we're here if you need us.
  3. Decode

    Decode Well-Known Member

    I'm sorry to hear your are struggling so much sorry i haven't been through that so am unsure what to say other than i hope thing improve for you. I would think being honest with them would be your best hope for them to find ways to help improve the way you feel. Kind regards.
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