I know I've made tons of rant/vent and worthless dumb posts but i really need advice. Let me say that again, I really need advice. I'm roughly 2 weeks away from the last day of my highschool career. I've failed for the year and have NO chance to graduate. I really don't know what to do. If I stay in school it'll just be an embarrassment to myself that everyone goes to graduation practice and not me, so the others in my classes will know. If I drop out I need to find a job. I've been trying very hard to get one the past 4 months but I can't manage and no diploma and it'll only be harder. I can attend an adult/nightschool but it costs money and my parents refuse to pay, theres NO going around it. I'd have to pay for myself and with not job, and absolutely no cash I can't afford it. Even if I do get a job it'll be something lame making minimum wage and people from school will see me and... well you get the picture. My car is probably going to be sold soon since I can't pass inspection and I don't have the money to fix it or pay for insurance anymore. I dunno what to do. I know everyone will say "keep looking for a job then go back to school." It's not that simple, I'm lazy or bored or careless or whatever but I do NOT want to go back to school (yes I'm aware of the consequences don't run it by me again please). I'm just deciding on either kill myself now, or later on after working at a job or jobs I hate for 10 years and finding out that the social security plan I've been paying into is gone cause the government "needed it more than I did." *sigh* I really feel scared about no education, money, transportation and soon to be house. This is the beginning of the end.