Am I just that much of a waste of space. I don't know why I'm letting 1 person out of 5 billion getting me down. Wtf is wrong with me. I want her back so bad. But I would just be wasting my life knowing how much of a lyer she is. I haven't been eating or sleeping. I was actually throwing up this morning from the stressed have never done that before and ive been threw a lot. I told myself dont let anyone get close to me. I failed! I'm so physical sick. Well I guess emotionally too. How does someone cry so much? I'm saving the emails of threats and how she talking me into getting that account. I walked right into it.