I swear I'm in constant search of other people who feel like me but never seem to be able to connect with anyone in my life. I come on here and see a bunch of posts from people who express the same feelings I have yet I never seem to actually be able to encounter one in person. Anyways, this bipolar thing is just getting worse and worse. I feel like I'm really close to just saying fuck it and putting an end to it all. Now all I feel is anger towards the world because I never found a place I could belong to. I use to put the blame on other people but now I realize it's just me. I just don't belong here.