reason and will gone

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by emptyinside08, Jan 12, 2010.

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  1. emptyinside08

    emptyinside08 Member

    i have no will to go on. i totalled my new truck. wish it was fatal. i have no family. work for next to nothing. lost all benefits and am on the brink of being fired. im 21 and learned that all my friends just wanted me around to buy alcohol for them. girls keep leaving me for exbfs. i have no money to get a new car or even my own place. my days at this home are numbered. i have nothing left to live for. had a guy threaten to kill me today. i wanted to provoke him to do such. no one will miss me when i'm gone. sometime in the first half of this year i will finish becoming non existent since i only exist to myself now im basically there just need to finish the project. and this time will probably be an "A" and not an "F". so i say to you now good bye
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    You can get another job another truck Good for you to finally realizing you cannot buy friends. Go out and get new ones start fresh this accident just a wake up call for you to change things up a bit to start getting serious about your life and the direction to take. hang in there okay :poo:
     
  3. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    Jase, things sound so overwhelming...maybe taking on one thing and completing it will bring less stress...just my 2 cents...big hugs, J
     
  4. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Hey sorry i think sadeyes is right just tackle one thing at a time okay things will work out if you just take small steps.
     
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