I am jobless and I spend my day doing nothing to contribute to the world. I waste Earth's resources and killing myself can save the environment. I'm a burden to my loved ones. I put on a happy front everyday when I'm really just numb and dead. I'll always be a joke and a clown to everyone. I'll always be taken for granted, bullied, laughed at. I'll always be everyone's last choice. I'm destined to live to witness the man I love marry some other girl. I'll always be used as a stepping stone for everyone to get to their goals. I have lost faith in humanity. The only way to erase all that pain is to erase my existence altogether.