1. I kill myself and be done 2. My ex kills me 3. I live and I get beaten and hurt again. 4. I live never knowing love and care 5. I die, everything goes with me. Reasons to die. I can't take anymore hurt I can't deal with feeling depressed I can't deal with memories I can't deal with him I can't deal with the lonelyness I can't deal with being on my own I can't deal with living with me I can't deal with the emptyness no self esteem no confidence I hate who I am I hate being fat I hate that I have no friends or family I hate life I have nothing to live for. To Live. Gives ppl somene to hurt Gives my ex someone to hit & rape Gives ppl someone to walk all over. Says it all...there is no reason to live, but more reasons to die.