reasons to live and die

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by lost_child, Aug 14, 2007.

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  1. lost_child

    lost_child Well-Known Member

    1. I kill myself and be done
    2. My ex kills me
    3. I live and I get beaten and hurt again.
    4. I live never knowing love and care
    5. I die, everything goes with me.

    Reasons to die.
    I can't take anymore hurt
    I can't deal with feeling depressed
    I can't deal with memories
    I can't deal with him
    I can't deal with the lonelyness
    I can't deal with being on my own
    I can't deal with living with me
    I can't deal with the emptyness
    no self esteem
    no confidence
    I hate who I am
    I hate being fat
    I hate that I have no friends or family
    I hate life
    I have nothing to live for.

    To Live.
    Gives ppl somene to hurt
    Gives my ex someone to hit & rape
    Gives ppl someone to walk all over.

    Says it all...there is no reason to live, but more reasons to die.
  2. Robin

    Robin Guest

    I'm sorry that the cards are stacked up against your favour, I can't give you any reasons to live and I won't give you more reasons to die but I think someone who can feel pain as deeply as yourself are one of the few people who would really appreciate something special when it comes your way. Not many people do, life gets to us and the mundane drags us down making the special seem ordinary. I get the feeling that once you have something bright you will always hold it aloft and not wrap it away like so many of us.
  3. resistance

    resistance Staff Alumni

    :hug: Your post made me sad, I'm sorry to read you are hurting so much and feel there's more reason for you to die than to live. I must admit I don't know you all that well but I'd like to - really, I do, and I hope you give me that chance. Hang in there, you're clearly a strong person to still be here today, you've been fighting, you're still fighting and can carry on fighting. Please take care of yourself. :hug:
  4. swimmergirl

    swimmergirl Well-Known Member

    Your pain is immense. You must be so angry at the world. Don't turn that anger inward, express it at those who hurt you. It was not your fault, it was theirs!

    You are a good person, who deserves to be treated well.
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